Today's Different

I notice a difference in the way I feel. I'm much more normal today. I'm still not totally the same, but I'm feeling tangibly closer to what I used to be. Like within touching distance.

Here's one thing: I just indulged in a little pity party. Haven't done that in a while! I've been too busy being sick to indulge in self-pity, which--let's face it--is only for people who don't have better things to do, like nap all day while their brain repairs itself.

And I have hair! Now emerging in that typical u-shape of male-pattern baldness, but hey, beggars can't be choosers. I'll take anything I can get. It's hair, and hair is good!

So these are most excellent signs. I don't think it's going to be much longer now until I feel like I'm completely back. Or at least, back enough to feel like I'm a participant in that vast quagmire of humanity again.

'Cause I've missed it.

And if I can just keep myself from accidentally plunging off that narrow bridgeway on my morning walking path, I may be just about there.